Life and Goals#
Coincidentally, it is already the middle of the month.
Time passes by so quickly. A few days ago, I saw a saying, "How many half-years can a person have in their life?" Time cannot wait, and life will not have many half-years. Half a year seems long, but it is actually short. Since starting university, almost two and a half years have passed. From the initial confusion to not knowing if my goals come from the heart or are just impulsive decisions, regardless of the outcome, I chose this path. Whether it is good or bad, success or failure. These past few days, I have been struggling with learning front-end development. Self-study is difficult, and sometimes I think maybe I am not really suited for learning front-end development. But how many people start their journey by overcoming difficulties instead of giving up? Yes, I don't want to give up.
Although I am tired, I have been studying for several months now. From the beginning of ignorance until now, I haven't achieved much. I still can't understand certain concepts, even though I can understand the code when watching videos. But when I try to write a small layout on my own, I feel lost.
I started with confusion, now I am helpless, and I hope in the future I can look back and reflect on the past.
Things on the Internet#
In the morning, I saw Qiu Shui's tweet saying that he will stop writing and we will meet again in the future.
After careful consideration, I feel that there is no need to continue persisting.
It's better to say goodbye and we will meet again in the future.
I also heard that Toyo is being sued, and these two things are connected. It's a mix of sadness and hatred.
In the past, Toyo opened my eyes to the world. After he disappeared at the end of last year, now such terrible news has come. He awakened many sleeping people and helped many people in difficult situations.
Now, Qiu Shui has also stopped writing. Will there still be freedom on the "internet"?
For those who carry firewood for others, they cannot be frozen to death in the wind and snow.
For those who pave the way for freedom, they cannot be trapped in thorns.
- This is an ideal.
For those who carry firewood for others, they will freeze to death in the wind and snow.
For those who pave the way for freedom, they will be trapped in thorns. - This is reality.