The night before returning to school.

May 6, 202027

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During a five-month break, the author's emotions shifted from happiness and eagerness to anxiety and worry about returning to school. They are now unsettled and unsure about the state of their dorm room. They have been panicking about exams and have spent the break learning Swift and TypeScript and developing their personal space. Despite their worries, they acknowledge that the future will come and they must continue moving forward.

This is probably the longest holiday I've had since my student days, a full five months.

During these five months, my mood went from happy and eager to start school, to anxious and worried.

Now, finally, the dust has settled. But I can't seem to find peace. Everything has become unpredictable, and I have no idea what my dormitory, which I haven't returned to in five months, looks like now. I'm starting to worry, starting to feel anxious.

During this period of online classes, I know I haven't listened to a single lecture, not even paying attention for five minutes. I'm starting to panic about exams.

During this time, I learned Swift and TypeScript; I spent over a month developing my personal space with all my effort. It's nearing completion now.

I always think a lot, but the future will still come. I can only move forward and continue.