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The author is feeling empty, confused, and helpless on their first day of unemployment. They question the meaning of life and wonder where they should go. They regret leaving their previous remote internship for a job at a big company, as it did not turn out as expected. They are now unsure of their next steps and are hesitant to interview for big companies again. They also feel reluctant to return to their hometown for a job. Overall, they feel stuck and lost.

On the first day of unemployment, I feel empty, lost, and helpless. I start to doubt life and its meaning.

Where do I really want to go?

Last week, I talked to my friends about my previous internship, which was remote and had a great team atmosphere and decent compensation. But in the end, I left and joined Ant Group. My friends couldn't understand my decision. Now it seems like this. After entering a big company, it's not as good as I imagined. I'm doing something I don't like at all, and of course, I ended up failing the probation period. And now, where should I go? I picked watermelon and lost sesame, and in the end, I lost everything. It was undoubtedly a wrong decision.

Next, I have to start interviewing again. Applying to a big company doesn't seem very promising, and I'm also afraid. Going back to my hometown to find a job is a bit reluctant.

I can't go anywhere.