Recent Troubles

Oct 24, 201923

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The author is feeling lost and disappointed. They used to have fantasies but now realize they were just illusions. In the past, they would be upset for a week after a failed exam, but now it feels like they have failed at life. They wonder how those who said university is for having fun are doing now. They are good at comforting others but struggle to comfort themselves. They feel stuck again.

It's another period of feeling lost, a feeling that is hard to describe.

I used to always fantasize, but now it seems like it was all just wishful thinking.

During middle and high school, I would always be defeated for a week because of a failed exam, a test paper with a terrible grade. Now, it feels like a virtual test paper, a test paper of life, and I've messed it up.

Some people say that college is meant for having fun, and how can you be a college student without experiencing failing a course. I just want to know how those people are doing now.

I'm good at persuading and comforting others, but I can't comfort myself or lift myself up.

I'm starting to stagnate again.